I have been recycling this poem for some years now. I suppose that I want to believe that, if I am still publishing it, I must have another year left before the inevitable. I try always to wake up, and, like Clint Eastwood, "don't let the old man in". Keep young at heart.
He played cowboys and indians
in the dirt,
smiling a peanut butter smile,
and fearing nothing.
He was indestructible
and young,
and thought that pain
was for other people.
Death and dying
had no meaning for him,
as he navigated a world
filled with little green plastic soldiers
marching to a beat
only he could hear.
The old man
remembered the little boy.
He knew that the wisdom of youth
was lost in the knowledge of pain,
and living in a forest filled with dying leaves.
They deteriorated on the ground,
like ancient animals,
littering a landscape that became
more desolate over time.
Would the new growth of the forest
find a place in the world?
Would his bones become a part of it?
Old men think of things,
that young boys never do.
Old men wonder whether their young souls
will come back as old souls.
Old men die,
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